Still on the job hunt

This week hasn’t been so great. I got sick Monday night and only today (Saturday) do I feel human again.

I did have an interview last Friday for a job as a Customer Service Coordinator. They asked for references and one of my references contacted me via FB to let me know that she’d been called.

On Monday, I also had an interview for an Account Clerk in the 3rd Judicial District. It was a panel interview and no matter what I said, one of the women just “ice grilled” me the whole time. (Ice grilled means showed no emotion one way or another when I answered her questions. )

While lying in bed anyway, I began to read Bruce Catton’s Army of the Potomac series. I finished Mr. Lincoln’s Army and am now 1/3 the way through Glory Road. I picked these books up a garage sale last summer.

Mr. Catton actually spent some of his childhood getting to know Civil War vets and has amazing perspective into these men that served their country in a way we can only dimly understand in the 21st century.

I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to put into words my interest in the Civil War. It has many facets.


More on the work front

The bookmoviemusicnerd is still unemployed but I feel hopeful. Its been less than a month afterall.

I have a few good leads on jobs. I’m working my LinkedIn contacts to get introduced to others that can help me find a job. I figure I have to do things differently because what I’ve done in the past hasn’t worked out in the long run.

I’m trying to get out of crappy hourly position and into something where my education and experience works for me.  I’d especially like an entry level legal position so I can get some legal experience.

New in the world

The bookmoviemusicnerd is now unemployed. I had a job that I really didn’t like but it helped pay the bills…poorly.

I was let go on President’s Day. I know its been less than 2 weeks, but I wish someone would call me about a job.

I feel like I’ve been limiting myself to jobs that work out well for me and the roommate and not really striving for jobs that my education and/or experience would say I should have.

I feel frustrated. I worked my butt off at my last few jobs only to watch the work dodgers and people that had been there less time get pay raises and promotions.

The roommate’s kids are really getting on my nerves today and I don’t feel good on top of it.

Books: A People’s History of the Civil War: Struggle

by David Williams.

people's history of the civil war

This book is about the people and their lives during The Civil War.

It refers to Lincoln, Jefferson Davis, Sherman, Grant, but the story it mainly tells is about the common folks: the yeoman farmers, free blacks and slaves, Confederate soldiers, Union soldiers, wives, sons, daughters, and parents caught in the middle of the conflict.

I find that the majority of the book discusses the class conflicts between rich and poor.

The rich could either buy their way out of the draft or hire a substitute. This was especially true of the Confederate planter classes and the “20 slave rule” that exempted men if they owned 20 or more slaves. The planter classes needed the working classes to keep the black population under control.

“To them, it was fact slavery for blacks that insured liberty for whites, distinguishing all whites as members of the “master race.”[…]that slavery was supported by holy scripture made the Confederacy’s cause a holy cause–a crusade against that hated government in Washington controlled by vile abolitionists who would overturn G-d’s natural order. (194)

Once the Confederacy instituted the draft, this caused the working classes to realize that the slaves needed to work the fields were more “valuable” than they were even though the were white. This lead to classist problems and then to armed conflicts between the rich and poor in parts of the Confederacy.

Women, usually white middle class women, but also black women and poor, working class white women, had to deal with class conflicts as well as sexual discrimination.

“Except for interactions with male servants or slaves and those of a lower class, white women were restricted by custom and law to subordinate status in nearly all their contacts with men.(131-32).

Women had to keep the home together, deal with farms and/or businesses and care for the children while the men were off at war. During the war, women served as nurses, spies, teachers and government clerks.

“Social conventions of the day that downplayed women’s capabilities also made them some of the war’s most effective spies. (139)”

“As cruel as professional circumstances could be for women in government offices, salaries, and working conditions were generally far worse for lower-class working women employed in public or private industry.(147)

There were even several hundred women that donned men’s uniforms and took male names in order to fight in the war.  DeAnne Blanton and Lauren Cook authors of They Fought like Demons: Women Soldiers in the American Civil War document the existence of about 250 women that fought on both sides.

Other women were forced into prostitution. The more mobile women became “camp followers” , others trying to remain somewhat respectable said they were “widows in need of aid.” Most women were forced into prostitution having no other means to support themselves and/or their children.

The majority of men that fought in the war were working class or lower class men.

“Soldiers deeply resented wealthy men who dodged the draft and ‘reaped the home harvest’ when the only thing poor men were reaping was a harvest of death.(200)

Most of the men felt they were just cogs in a war making machine. These attitudes weren’t helped by malnutrition, poor medical care, lack of clothing, lack of sanitation and clean drinking water, and the worst of the worst: The Civil War prison.

“Neither side gave much thought to providing adequate housing, food or clothing for prisoners.”(237).

Early on prisoners were exchanged, but after blacks were inducted in January 1863, Confederate policy was to treat blacks as rebellious chattel and their white officers were viewed as leaders of slave insurrection.

These horrible conditions while in the military or in prison, along with receiving letters of family members suffering lead many men to desert.  Most slipped away either in groups or individually or went home on sick leave never to return.

When drafts were instituted, class antagonism, dissent and violence went hand and hand.

“Draft resisters in Fulton County, Indiana attacked an enrolling officer and took his draft lists.(268) 

“In June 1863, an enrolling agent was assassinated in Pennsylvania’s Napier Township. On June 11, a deputy provost marshal died in Rush County, Indiana, after being ambushed by men hidden in a wheat field. Another enrolling officer was murdered in Dodge County, Wisconsin. Four died in Union County, Illinois, trying to make arrests.(270)”

Thousands of enraged Northerners rioted during the Summer of 1863. The most infamous and most violent of these is the Draft Riots of New York City on July 13, 1863. ( See Martin Scorsese’s Gangs of New York.) This riot was so all encompassing that soldiers returning from the Battle of Gettysburg had to be call in to quell the violence.

In the Union,  especially the border states, the writ of habeas corpus was suspended and men were hauled off to jail to languish for months. Anti-Lincoln administration or anti-war newspapers were suspended or denied usage of the postal service. Men recognized today as “conscientious objectors” in Quaker, Mennonite, Shaker and Dunker/Dunkard sects found that military service conflicted with their religious principles.

“In August 1863, Colonel Joseph Holt, judge advocate general of the army, made clear that, ‘persons having conscientious scruples in regard to bearing arms are not on that account exempt. The Society of Friends, and others entertaining similar sentiments, if drafted, may find relief from their scruples in the employment of a substitute, or in payment of the $300.00’ “(261).

Congress later stated that these men could be assigned non-combatant roles, hospital duty,  care for freedmen or pay the $300.00 fee.  Some ignored the draft by simply not showing up to report for duty, some fled west since only residents of states not territories were subject, and some 90,000 men fled to Canada. Others self-mutilated, some had teeth pulled since a soldier had to have enough teeth to bite off the end of a cartridge, some pretended deafness, blindness, and lameness. Some had false medical exemptions drawn by doctors or made up by lawyers.

While the anti-war sentiment in the North slowed down victory, in the Confederacy anti-war sentiment or actions directly contributed to its downfall.

“Though most southern whites were hardly outright unionists, it was ‘a certain fact’ as one Georgian wrote in a letter to Governor Brown, ‘that the Southern people are fast becoming as bitterly divided against each other as the Southern and Northern people ever has been.’ “(284).

Like Lincoln, Jefferson Davis identified dissenters, suspended habeus corpus and declared martial law. However, unlike the Union, the Confederacy “exempted” certain professions and those became the most sought after and the most corrupt.

Conscientious objectors in the South also refused military service, like their Northern brethren. Resistance by these men so persistent and troublesome that the Confederate Congress finally exempted them from the draft June 1864.

The book also talks about Native American response and in some case resistance to the war. However, the treatment of Native Americans during this time period is so bloody and brutal, that I couldn’t read through it.












Battle of Westport: Oct 21-26, 1864

I’m a big Civil War buff.

This weekend is the 150th anniversary of the Battle of Westport, one of the largest battles fought West of the Mississippi River.

battle of westport

Roommate and I plan on taking the kids to Swope Park for the celebration and what I find most important, 2nd Kansas Colored Troops. I’d really like to do a documentary on the 2nd Kansas Colored.

For more information on the Battle of Westport or the 2nd Kansas Colored.

TV Shows

We (roommate and I) don’t have cable.  Or TV of any kind. But we do have Netflix & Amazon Prime. Roommate is trying to decide which to keep we have a free month of AP right now.

So we’ve been watching different TV Shows recently: Low Winter Sun, Peaky Blinders, Reign & Revolution.

Peaky Blinders is great. Cilian Murphy and Sam Neill are amazing in their roles. I’m glad that reality TV is giving way to scripted TV again. Low Winter Sun’s beginning and ending are sharp and surprising. .Revolution is probably one of my favorites.

My problem is Reign. Its a CW show. Its supposed to take place during the days of Mary, Queen of Scots. during the 16th century.

Where do I begin?

The show uses 21st century music for this 16th century period show and it doesn’t jive. It pulls me out of the time period that the show is trying to create.

Mary and her ladies-in-waiting wear clothing that looks straight out of a Jessica McClintock ad.  I’m a stickler for these types of details.


reign ladies in waiting                                                                      16thcenteurope


The Dauphin Francis, The Dauphin’s bastard brother, played by the handsome Torrance Coombs, and a supposed Portuguese prince all have designs on Mary, yet she’s able to get the upper hand with them and the other men around her.  Uh huh.

These are things that bother me about this show.






‘Cabin Fever’ Remake Invites Eli Roth Back Into House – AFM


Eli Roth’s 2002 horror comedy Cabin Fever is getting a remake, with the original movie’s writer-director Roth returning as executive producer. He won’t have to do much writing this time, though: The plan is to use the exact same Roth-Randy Pearlstein script that was shot in 2002, and with a cast already moved in, it puts the project on the fast track. Shooting begins this week in Portland, OR.

The new version will star Teen Wolf‘s Gage Golightly, Dustin Ingram, Samuel Davis, Matthew Daddario and Nadine Crocker. Travis Zariwny (Intruder) is directing. Armory Films’ Chris Lemole and Tim Zajaros and Contend’s Evan Astrowsky will produce, and Armory and Pelican Point Media are financing. Roth will exec produce with Cassian Elwes, Ike and Jaclyn Ann Suri, and Peter Fruchtman.

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